I was in a Second Sky-adjacent circle for six months. I am not here to dramatise it, and I am not here to pretend nothing happened. The short version: fascination can feel like discernment when everyone around you is fascinated too. That sounds obvious now, but it really wasnt at the time.
What I would tell the earlier version of me: if a practice makes ordinary life feel less real, that is not depth. That is a warning light.